That party didn’t last long. Just had my May scans and good
news is: my body is in the clear! Bad news is my brain is not.
Fan-fucking-tabulous.
But!... (and thank god there are “buts” to these stories)…we
may have a solution. A new ROS-1 targeted therapy that gets into the brain.
Okay, okay, now we’re talking.
I always knew there was a strong possibility that cancer
cells could take refuge in the brain, since my drug could not get pass the blood
brain barrier. They call it the “brain sanctuary effect.” But I sort of ignored
that…out of sight out of mind? Well now it’s literally in my mind…how fucking
ironic.
Now, at this point you know I’m not one to dwell on the
why…I’m more one to dwell on the “let’s fix this now…purty please.” I have a
few options and I’m pretty sure I know which one I’m going to go with…a new
ROS-1 drug that is more potent and gets past the blood brain barrier. This new
drug is in Denver with a ROS-1 expert (Dr. Doebele) and would be in a pill form
like my Xalkori drug. My back-up tools include some form of radiation, but I’d
rather hold off on that. College was too expensive to get crazy with brain
radiation.
My docs/ team seem pretty confident in these new targeted
therapies that are emerging, including the one I am going to switch to. So I
guess my job is to just believe in it? I feel like the “Precision Medicine Era”
has just begun and so far medical advances have kept up with me, let’s just
hope that they continue to. Better yet, I should probably get my ass moving with
raising funds for research just so I can keep these options coming.
So what’s next? Well, like my normal ridiculous self, one of
my first questions to my doctors was, “Can I still go to Kauai for a week and
then Chicago and then can we take care of business?” And they said yes! My
tumor bulk is quite small and I don’t have any symptoms so we can scan again
when I return and then make Denver plans.
I would move to Denver for a short while ...maybe a month? I
honestly don’t know, but I am so glad it’s Denver because one, I get to live
with Kels and B-don, and two, I love Denver. Breweries and hikes for days. And
I may enroll in some bio classes while I’m there for some healthy distraction.
If all goes according to plan and this drug works
beautifully then I still plan on getting a full-time job and being normal and
boring.
So does this suck? Yeah. But in my head I have to think of
this as a detour, otherwise I’ll go mentally insane. My nurse practitioner
said, “We will get you over this pothole and back on track.” And my oncologist
said “Just think of this as a new and improved Xalkori.” My oncologist, Dr.
Reckamp, is amazing and was running around like crazy for 48 hours, before my
appointment, researching the next best ROS-1 drug and I’m quite pleased she
found something. You’re the best. Also shout out to Team Corey and the Bonnie
J. Addario Lung Cancer Foundation fam and my LC peeps. I’ve got one hell of an
army. Love you all. Talking to other young adults that have been through this
has also helped tremendously. <3
Lastly, here are some nitty gritty deets for my ROS-1/ ALK
peeps. The name of the drug is RXDX101 or Entrectinib. I’m doing the trial that
doesn’t require measurable disease in the body (since I’m NED everywhere else).
So far the drug is known to be more effective for ROS-1 than ALK. And it’s not
just for lung cancer. Assuming that my
enrollment goes smoothly, I’ll gladly share my experience with this hot new
drug as far as side effects and effectiveness etc.
I’m surprisingly doing okay and just got back from San
Francisco Bay to Breakers and leave for Kauai in 4 days with friends and fam.
The day after my Hawaii trip, I’ll be going to Chicago for ASCO. Traveling is
my best friend/ greatest distraction.
I feel the love, positivity, and support already. And for
me, sympathy is nice, but encouragement is even better. Ciao.
I'm known for making very rational decisions after diagnoses. Right after starting Xalkori I went to Vegas. This time I opted for Bay to Breakers. Health at its finest.
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